currently listening to: Allure feat. 112 - All Cried Out
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: bad.

I don't know if I've told you about that before, but there's a new system in Austria. Everyone who gets a driving licence has to take two other lessons and a driver safety training. Well, I had my second and last driving lesson today. I paid 39 € for 1 1/2 hours, but I only drove 10 minutes at most. I mean... WTF?? I was with 2 other people and they drove way longer than I did.. probably because it was their first driving lesson (after passing the exam).

The only good thing was, that I met my super hot and super sexy driving teacher again ^__^;; Yea, he was with us today.. and he's reaaaaally hot!! =P Well, okay that's it. Nothing special happened. He said I'm driving well, but he nevertheless gave me (actually us) some more tips what we should pay attention to.

Aaaaaaand I got my new lenses today. Finally I can see properly again. Just kidding, it wasn't that bad. I wanted to have blue lenses (hihi) but my parents were against it. Hmpf. I thought it looked sooooo kewl if a Chinese girl has blue eyes.. like Sayuri in 'Memoirs of a Geisha' ^___^ So hot!! =P loolz Anywayz.. no blue lenses for me *sigh*

What else? Hmm.. I cut my hair again, actually my granny did it again ^__^;; It's a bit shorter now. I don't dare to look into the mirror. Hahahaha. I always wanted to have shorter hair, and now - slowly - I'll have it =) No, it's not that short.. It's still shoulder long if not longer ^__^

My semester break is coming to an end and I can't believe it. I feel so bad for not doing anything. Waaaaaaaah~ I planned to do a lot school work during this break, but I didn't. Slap me, hit me, tell me to study >_< I'm so lazy. How should I ever pass this stupid exam if I don't study?? Argh.

I'm thinking of moving to my granny's place, where I don't have Internet. I need to concentrate more on school. I need to study. I have to. I really do. I think it's not such a bad idea to move to my granny for awhile. The problem is just how should I get to school and back? My granny doesn't live in Linz, so I either have to take the bus or the train. Hmm.. should I? I have to think about that..

The XX. Olympic Games are coming to an end.. 2 more days.. These two weeks have passed by too fast!! I'm not posting the medal chart this time. I will post the final medal chart on Sunday, I guess. There are still about 10 competitions to go ^___^

Ohh, btw. The result of the doping tests are out. None of the 10 athletes tested was positive, that means none of them took drugs. I'm so happy, yet it's still not over. As some of the athletes had instruments for doping in their rooms, so the process is still going on. We'll see what happens.

currently listening to: DBSK - My little princess
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: kinda happy.

What a successful day for the Austrians. We won 3 gold and 2 bronze today! Wowerz~~ Congratulations, tomorrow is the Nordic Combined competition.. I'm really looking forward to that. Don't ask me why. Hahaha.

I don't know if you guyz follow the Olympic Games, but maybe you've heard about this doping issue? The Italian police and drug controllers swooped on the Austrian biathlon team late Saturday night and they found some needles and medicine.

In my opinion this raid was really unfair, because they controlled the athletes till late at night (2am) and they had a competition next morning. Some of them haven't even slept. How can you give your best at the competition when you haven't slept the night before and got treated like a criminal?? The athletes said they had to take off all their clothes twice, or put their hands on the head. I mean, can't they control them normally??

The problem was, that a Austrian coach who's suspended by the IOC (International Olympic Committee, I think) was in Torino and visited (and slept over) the team. It's confusing and I'm not good at explaining.. If you're interested, visit the website: Torino 2006

I really hope that those athletes weren't doped >_< Austria's reputation will suffer, or is already suffering *sigh*

Anywayz.. I'm going update the medal chart. As Austria won 3 gold medals today, they are ranked 2 now!! *yay*

Rank Final	NOC				Total
1	Germany	7	7	4	18
2	Austria	7	5	3	15
3	United States	7	4	3	14
4	Russian Fed.	6	2	5	13
5	Canada	3	6	5	14
6	Korea	3	3	1	7
7	France	3	1	2	6
8	Italy	3	0	4	7
9	Estonia	3	0	0	3
10	Norway	2	7	8	17
11	Switzerland	2	2	4	8
12	Sweden	2	2	3	7
13	Netherlands	2	2	2	6
14	China	1	2	4	7
15	Croatia	1	2	0	3
16	Australia	1	0	0	1
17	Finland	0	3	3	6
18	Czech Republic	0	2	0	2
19	Bulgaria	0	1	0	1
19	Great Britain	0	1	0	1
19	Slovakia	0	1	0	1
22	Latvia	0	0	1	1
22	Ukraine	0	0	1	1

Look Fiona, Canada is on place 5, which isn't that bad!! =) I was surprised to see South Korea on rank 6!! o_O Wow!! Not bad.. We'll see how this chart will change.. There are still 33 competitions to go ^__^


[Fiona*] I didn't see this Ice Skating accident, but I've heard about it. It should have looked very bad, my friend told me. It's amazing, how she was able to continue skating. Wowerz~~ I hardly watch Ice Skating, because it's always at night.. and at night I'm always in front of the PC hahaha.. But I saw the final yesterday, where this Japanese girl won. I wish I could skate like them, it looks good =)

currently listening to: DBSK - Tri-Angle
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: no special feelings.

Whooo-hoooo, Austria won its two first gold medals today. Twice we had the chance of winning gold in Alpin Skiing, but in the end we didn't. What a loser! Loolz. It seems that Austria isn't that good this year. What happened!! Argh. The USA is holding the first rank, as usual. No matter it's the summer or the winter games, the USA is always the best. *sigh* Hahahaha.

Someone - I don't really know who, because she (I guess it's a she) didn't indicate her name - mentioned the medal chart, which I always posted when the Summer Olympic Games were held. I'm going to keep you updated with the Winter Games too. Hahahaha, although I know most of you won't be interested in it, or are you?! =)

Rank Final	NOC				Total
1	United States	5	2	1	8
2	Russian Fed.	4	3	2	9
3	Germany	4	2	2	8
4	Austria	2	2	1	5
5	Sweden	2	0	1	3
6	Norway	1	5	5	11
7	Netherlands	1	2	0	3
8	Canada	1	1	1	3
8	Korea	1	1	1	3
10	Italy	1	0	3	4
11	France	1	0	1	2
12	Australia	1	0	0	1
12	Estonia	1	0	0	1
14	China	0	2	3	5
15	Finland	0	2	2	4
16	Switzerland	0	1	1	2
17	Croatia	0	1	0	1
17	Czech Republic	0	1	0	1
19	Latvia	0	0	1	1

*yay* Austria is one of the top 4!! I'm sure this will change because there are still sooooooooo many competitions to come!! Nevertheless I'm happy we got two gold medals. A friend of mine told me stop to cheer for Austria, I should cheer for China. Hahaha. Somehow, I can't. I can't relate to any of the Chinese athletes. So I'm going to stick to 'my' Austrian athletes. Hahahaha.

Anywayz~~ Yesterday... yes, yesterday was Valentine's Day, but what I wanted to say is, that I took a course guidance test for economics at university ^__^;; The total test took four long hours and it was soooooooo difficult!! I'm not exaggerating!! We got a text and had to find the right formulas, analogies, interpret charts etc. Wah >_< The woman there told us not to panic, because they don't expect us to know all the right answers. Lolz. So why asking then?! Hehehe.. I will get to know the result in the end of March. I really want to know if this major (economics) suits me, because that's my plan B. If I don't get into this school (Logistic Management) in Steyr, I'm going to Vienna and studies something like economics, I think. Lolz. We'll see.

My semester is coming to an end. We'll get our school reports on Friday. No surprises, as I already know my grades. I would say, it's an OK-report. Not the best though, but I still have time to improve in the upcoming semester =)

I had this really funny dream last night. In my dream I was desperately looking for nice and beautiful flowers for my grandma, because it was Valentine's Day. Isn't that cute?! Hahahaha. Maybe I felt guilty for not buying her anything for V-Day, or I should have at least greeted her yesterday which I - of course - didn't >_< Hehehehe..

Actually, V-Day is so commercialised. I mean, it's all about pushing the sales of florists, chocolate manufacturers and restaurants. Hahaha, I'm so pessimistic! Oh well, it's nevertheless nice to receive roses. But I didn't. Lolz. I've never received anything for Valentine's Day from a guy. o_O It's okay though.. Hehehehe..

Hmm.. What else? I went to the movies with my sister on Monday. We watched 'Walk the line'. It's really good. I wasn't familiar with Johnny Cash's story until I've seen the movie. All I knew about him is that he sang the song 'Hurt' which I really like. Now, knowing his story, I even more appreciate his song. I actually like his country/blues/whatever songs. Not bad! =) I didn't know he toured with Elivs Presley. That was really interesting!

I read that they are going to film another movie about a pretty famous musician. But I already forgot who it was. I wonder who it was >_< I really want to know.. I think it was Bob Dylan? No, I can't remember.. Anywayz~ Those autobiography-movies are the best. I already enjoyed the movie 'Ray' (about Ray Charles) You don't only get to know the artist, but also learn about so many other things (music, lifestyle etc) It's interesting. And it seems that almost every famous person took drugs in former days, but nevertheless became a great singer. Haha.

I'm going to download some of Johnny Cash's songs now or later. I should study >_< Aiyy.. first work then pleasure. Loolz.

[Fiona*] Haha, I thought it was you! =P Hihihi.. Canada isn't that bad!! I'm going to update the chart soon =) Hehehehe..

currently listening to: nothing.
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister (wah, I have NO time for reading)
currently feeling: still tired.

My semester is coming to an end, but I still have some exams. >_< But I have to say, I'm quite satisfied with my grades this semester. Okay, I probably will have 2 '4's which isn't really that good. One (French) wasn't avoidable, I suck in French and I'm glad that I actually still get a '4' =P The other subject where I probably will get a '4' is Accounting. Yea >_< I have a chance to get a better mark though. In order to do that, I have to take the exam on Monday. I really hope that I'll pass it. Have to study hard this weekend ^__^;;

My GPA will be 2.2 - 2.3, which I think is still acceptable. Lolz. I told you that I used to be a very good student with GPA below 1.5 >_< What happened to me!? Hahahaha. Well, it's okay. 2.2 is okay. I hope I can keep my grades and probably also improve them =)

I can't wait till semester break comes. I need a time out T_T Too bad I can't really relax and do nothing during my break, because I have to study. Yes, Matura is coming nearer and nearer >_< Aiyy~~ Only 3 more months and I haven't studied for it yet.. Waaaaaaaaaah~~

The only good thing is... The Olympic Winter Games have started yesterday with a beautiful opening ceremony (but I haven't seen everything lolz). This time it's held in Torino, Italy. It's not even that far away from Austria. Haha.

I might not be a sporty person but I love watching sport events. I don't know why. Hahaha. I'm always so excited. As patriotic as I am, I want the Austrian athletes to win a lot of medals, of course. We actually have good chances, as the Austrian are quite good in Alpin skiing, and other stuff. Winter & snow, that's our element (not mine, but of the other Austrians hahaha) I'm going to cross my fingers for the Nordic combined athletes who are going to have their competition in 15 mins. Jia You!! One of the Nordic Combiner is so *hot* Wuahahahaha~ I have to watch it! Lolz.

Thinking of Justine, who's in Korea right now, I'm really envious. I want to go abroad too, I also want to go to Korea (although I'm not a Korean-freak as others are =P) Hehehehe. I just want to go somewhere else and have a great time. It sucks in Austria. ^__^;;

Wah~ We have sooooooooooo much snow here right now >_< It's a chaos! There's so much snow that in some villages the roofs of the houses break down. I've heard that one square meter of roof has to carry 300 kg of snow. Imagine that! My friend, who's in the army right now, has to help those people clearing the snow off their roofs. I hope the situation will get better soon. It's scaring me. I mean, you never know and suddenly the roof fall down on you >_<

Okay that's it for now. I'm going to watch the Nordic Combined individual competion now. Have a nice weekend, my friends! =)

[Name*] Fiona, is that you? Or is it you, Sherry? I can't think of another person who reads my blog and who lives in a country where it snows. Hahaha. But you're so true!! I'm not watching much too. Well, most of the time I'm not at home anyway because I'm in school or tutoring. Hahaha. But I always read the news online. Hihihihi..

currently listening to: Ryan Adams - Wonderwall
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister (yea -.-;;)
currently feeling: exhausted.

I told you guyz, that I applied for the University of Applied Science (I wonder why it's called that way). I got a letter yesterday. They invited me to the entrance examination on March 7. Isn't that great?! Waaaaah~ One step closer.

A friend of mine once gave me this link with the top economic Universities of Applied Science (stupid name) in Austria. Guess what? The University I applied for held the top position with the program of study 'International Logistic Management'. I can't believe it. I applied for the best Uni >_< They never gonna take me >_<

And the other one I wanted to apply for in Vienna (Marketing & Sales) is second. Whoa~ Exactly those two programs I'm interested in are coincidently one of the best Universities in Austria. My chances of getting into one of those schools are like zero. My grades are too bad, I'm sure there are hundreds of other students that have better marks >_< The problem is, they only take a specific number of students. There are programs of study that only accept 15 students each year. WTF?? I'm glad FH Steyr accepts about 50 students for Logistic Management. More chances for me. Hahaha.

I don't know if I make sense.. but what I wanted to tell you is, that I'm going to have a potential test and an interview in March. I'm already so nervous.. although it's more than a month till then. Lolz..

Quite a short entry this time. There are so many things I would like to rant about but I don't want to get on your nerves. So I'm going to stop here.. Lolz..

Have a nice weekend everyone! =)

[Fiona*] I can't imagine you being in a depression! No No!! We both have to Jia You!! Everything is getting better - hopefully! =)

currently listening to: Wang Lee Hom feat. Rain
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: drained. tired. frustrated.

Happy Chinese New Year!! Xin Nian Kuai Le!! I know I'm late, but better late than never, right?! =) What did you do for Chinese New Year? I went to my grandmother's place for dinner. All of my maternal relatives, who lives in Austria, were there ^__^;; And I got some 'Hong Boa's.. hihihihi..

School is tiring me. I'm frustrated, I'm depressed, I'm tired of everything. I hate myself for having such bad grades this semester >_< It's my last year in high school, that means I have to go to apply for universities with THIS school report. No one's gonna take me with that grades >_< Argh! I hope I can improve a bit in the second semester.

People always think I'm a good student. But no, I'm not. I'm really not a good student. I would say, I'm average. I'm one of the worse though in my class. This sucks. In secondary modern school, I used to be one of the best students. I always had good grades and was one of the honours students. What happened?? Why am I so bad now? Argh. People tend to get better the older they get, but for me it's exactly the opposite. *sigh*

I really don't want to talk about school, but I can't prevent it. Hahahaha.

One more thing that is school related! ^__^;; I finally applied for a university =) I sent my application yesterday, today is the deadline o_O I hope they received my application in time.. >_< I applied for this University of Applied Science in Steyr for Logistic and Management. We'll see how it goes..

There's another University in Vienna, I would like to apply for. Marketing & Sales. This course of studies sounds really interesting. But when I read about the entrance exam, I was like... okay, forget it... you can't do that. They demand a presentation o_O WTF?? I can't do that. I hate presentations, I can't speak in front of people. I can't. I can't. I can't. They can't demand me doing a presentation. I'll never get in in this school >_< My classmates told me to try it nevertheless. I don't know what to do. I know I shouldn't miss the chance to apply for this school. It's better to apply and get rejected than not apply and miss the chance, right? *sigh* Maybe... maybe I'm going to write an application. Oh, I have to add something. One part of the entrance exam is Maths & logical thinking - without a calculator. UGH!! Without a calculator, that's like a death sentence for me >_<

Ugh.. I've written much more about school than I initially wanted.

There's nothing else to tell though. Hahaha. Umm... You probably want to have an update on HIM? I haven't mentioned him for quite some time now, I know. Not much has happened. Still old same.

 I hate school. I need a break. Period.

[Fiona*] Wah.. I haven't read about F4 for such a long time! I mean, I'm going to Faithful4ever every day, but I hardly read news about them (if there are any) lolz.. Zai Zai is really cute.. I still can't believe he's with Barbie. Hahahaha.

currently listening to: Guang Liang's album
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: stressed.

You probably have heard about getting off because of excessive heat? Today, we were dismissed after first lesson because of excessive cold. Hahahaha. Well, the heatings in the school building didn't work, so the whole school (actually the other two schools in the same building as well) got off. Isn't that great? Could happen more often ^__^

My cousin and I went swimming again!! =) We both should excercise more, that's why we go to the indoor swimming pool every week now!! =) But that was a big mistake to go there today o_O So many old people. Ew. I saw too many old, fat, naked women today >_< Hehehehe..

Afterwards I went to my mum's work as I needed new glasses. I went to my oculist on Monday because I see so badly with my glasses. Lolz. That's why I get new ones =) I chose a red/pink one. It's so weird, because I always had dark (black) glasses. But now I'm going to have a pink one *yay* Hahahahaha.. I finally can drive when I have my glasses on (finally can see something haha)

I wonder when I will get them. I hope soon, so I can show you =) I don't know, have you guyz ever seen me with glasses? You know, I have contact lenses, but I only wear them when I have to go outdoors. When I'm at home I always have my glasses on. There are more convenient =)

I probably get new lenses too. I have had mine already for some, probably 4, years now. It's time to get new ones. I soooooooooo wanna have coloures ones. I watched 'The Memoirs of a Geisha' last week and I was so impressed by the blue lenses that Zhang Zhi Yi (is that her name?) wore. It's so WOW! My daddy asked me if I were crazy. Hahahaha. Well, I probably will have normal ones, but coloured lenses would be so kewl ^__^;;

What else happened in my life? Nothing. Going to my friend's birthday 'party' tomorrow. We are going to curling in my friend's garden. Haha. Yes. It's freezing cold here (-20°C) and my friend has a big garden. That's gonna be fun! =) I've never done that before. It's going to be a cozy evening among us girls =)

I'm also looking forward to Saturday. Family dinner at my grandmother's place. I haven't been in Enns for weeks or even months now. And I love the food my granny, aunt and mum cook =) Chinese New Year is coming ^___^

currently listening to: Wang Lee Hom feat. Rain (I don't know the title of the song)
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: tired. frustrated. stressed.

It's been a week I've posted last. So, how's everyone doing? =)

Yea, as you can read from my entry title, I'm not feeling very well at the moment due to reasons you've read about in my previous entries. I'm so pissed off of myself. There's so much to do, and I cannot handle everything >_< I'm neglecting things I shouldn't and give others the priority which aren't actually that important. What's wrong with me? Ugh >_<

The semester is coming to an end, that means that I should indicate which subjects I'm going to take for my Matura. Life wouldn't be hell if I knew what I'm going to take. But of course I haven't decided yet. I don't know what to do. There are some subjects that are compulsory, like German, English, Accounting, Business Studies and Marketing. Further, I have the choice between French and Mathematics. As I really suck in French, I'm going to take Maths. There's an optional subject that I have to choose. And that's my problem. What should I take??

--- You don't have to continue reading, it's gonna bore you ---

I'm thinking of taking Biology, Geography, Religious Instruction or German (in case I fail the written exam, I won't have an additional exam). I really don't know what to take. Not knowing what to do, is killing me >_< Teachers said, nobody has ever taken Geography as optional subject, so I don't know if it's a good idea to take that. But on the other hand, my friend said, if I'm the only one taking this subject the teacher will let me pass the exam. The problem with Biology is, that I had a different teacher in the first form and this teacher didn't teach us a lot, that means a lot of things are missing and I nevertheless have to study that. Concerning Religious Instruction people tend to say that only lazy bones take this subject. In real, there's to study too for Religious Instruction, although we don't do much in the classes. In this case, everything I have to study for this subject is kinda 'new' for me. I've never studied/heard about it before. Hmm.. and German. My German sucks, I'm not good in writing German texts (nor English or French, I suck in writing and expressing myself in general). As German is obligatory (written exam) I have to take it anyway. In case I fail it, I have to take German oral additionally. That means, I'll have an extra subject to study for if I fail the written exam. But not if I take German as my optional subject. You know what I mean? *sigh* It sucks.

At the moment, I tend to take Biology or Geography. Personally I'm more interested in Geography. But the last time I had Geography classes was two years ago. The good thing is, that I had three years of Geography and always the same teacher. The disadvantage is that I had this subject in English, that means I also have to this exam in English. I hate talking in English. My oral English sucks. Then, on the other hand, Biology... the teacher problem >_< Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I'm driving crazy.

Okay, that was problem number 1. Number 2: It's time for applying for University.. I found out what the exact term for this 'school' is.. It's University for Applied Science. I don't get it why it's called Applied Science, because the school I want to apply for is mainly focused on commercial subjects, like logistics, global sales etc.

Hmm.. I don't know in which direction I should go. I think I'm going to take a commercial subject because I don't know what else I should take. Good reason, ha? Stupid me >_<

The first registration dateline for this school is January 31st. Yes, that's very soon. And of course I haven't applied for it yet. Ugh. I have to write a motivation letter, something like giving reasons why I chose this school and what my aims are and those kind of stuff. You can guess that I don't know what to write. Lolz. What should you write in such a letter? It's not like I'm adoring commercial subjects and can't live without them. I want to take it, because I don't know what else to do. Why do they want a motivation letter?? Don't they know I don't have any motivation right now?! Argh!! I need someone to write me this letter.. Hahahaha.. I should write it myself, I know ^__^;;

This University is situated in Steyr, it's in my province, about 50km away from here. That means I will stay at home. Everyone is telling me though to go to Vienna to study. And that's what I've been wanting to do since I'm little. I wanted to go to Vienna and study there. I wanted to study Sinology (Chinese) and something else (which I don't know). But Sinology was always one of my 'dreams', if you can call it a dream. Now, I'm not sure if I should do that instead. I wanted to study Sinology, because I wanted to learn the Chinese language. For me it's very embarassing, as a Chinese, not be able to read and speak your mother tongue properly.

In case I'm going to Vienna, I need a place to live. That means I should apply for dorms too, in case I'm not going to this school in Steyr. People told me that the dorms are already full in Salzburg, no free rooms anymore. Well, Vienna is a much bigger city and have many more dorms. So I hope I still can get a good dorm. I don't even know which one is good >_< I don't know for which I should apply for. Argh. Always the same problem. I don't know. I don't know. How much I hate me saying this.

Am I hopeless? It's really depressing me. I lack of motivation. I lack of power to do anything. All I want to do is staying at home, lying in my bed, not thinking and worrying about anything. Why can't I simply do that?? >_<

Aiyy~~ I could continue enumerating lots of things, but I'm gonna stop here. I would like to thank you for reading all this boring things.

I know I have to Jia You. I have to find something that motivates me enough to give my best and pass this school year. *big sigh* I need someone that motivates me day and night.. loolz

Aja Aja Hwaiting!! (Until I find something/someone, I have to motivate myself - somehow)

[Sherry*] Hehehe, it's okay Sherry.. I shouldn't ask you for help, so don't feel sorry!! ^__^;; Well, I'm opting for Biology at the moment. Hmm.. I don't know.. we'll see ^__^;; Concerning choosing the right college.. You actually never know which one is suitable if you don't try, right? So I'm going to apply for some at the weekend =D Thanx for encouraging me!! Feels better now ^__^

[Fiona*] Fiona! I hope you have a great birthday!! =D Alles Gute zum Geburtstag! =) Yes yes yes.. there's so much to learn.. really busy at the moment.. but I'll survive! Hopefully. Chocolates! That's a good idea!! Hahahahaha.. Nothing else can cheer you up most like chocolates do. Yum!! Well... *sigh* Yea, keeping in mind that this is my last year motivates me a little bit to Jia You and to study for all my exams ^___^

currently listening to: Eddie's album (I <3 this guy)
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister (no time to continue reading)
currently feeling: tired. dissatisfied.

School is killing me.

And I'm not kidding. Since school has started, I'm feeling sick again and I have not enough sleep. Even my sis told me to sleep more, because I already have dark circles around my eyes. That sucks! I will look like a zombie soon if I cannot catch up sleep @_@ Not even at the weekends I can sleep more. My problem is, I always go to bed so late, and I have to get up 'early', which means around 10 o'clock. 6-8 hours sleep, that's definitely not enough to catch up my sleep deficit. *sigh*

Yesterday (Saturday) two friends of mine and I went swimming! Yea, we have never done that before and it was something different. Besides we did some sport which isn't bad for our body and health. Haha.. Swimming was really exhausting, my muscles (yea, it seems I do have muscles too.. haha) are so sore >_< Afterwards we went shopping with the others (who didn't want to come along). I bought a pair of jeans and a shirt. I'm so happy, because I normally find it very difficult to find fitting jeans. I have a weird figure. Lolz.

In the evening, we went to my friends' place to have dinner. We made tortillas. Well, actually I should say, the guys made them ^__^;; It was really yummy!! It was kinda funny.. all the girls were in the room and surfed the Internet and did nothing.. The boys were in the kitchen and prepared dinner. So cute! ^__^ But that's only fair, because normally it's always us girls who have to cook. =P

After dinner, we played EyeToy again. Haha. No pictures this time, but you can imagine that it didn't look any better than last time. Hahahaha. This EyeToy game is really exhausting!! It's unbelievable how much you have to get exercise. Lolz..

Then my friends started to study maths after midnight o_O One of them has an exam next week and didn't understand something, so the other tried to explain it to her. In the meantime I watched the Japanese drama 'Hana Yori Dango'. You know, the manga on which 'Meteor Garden' was based. I only watched the first episode, but it was so cool. It ressembles a lot to 'Meteor Garden', only F4 doesn't look that nice and hot as the Taiwanese one! Ew! It was such a coincidence, that my friend downloaded this drama. I wanted to watch it so badly, but I wasn't able to download because of the BitTorrent files. You can't believe how happy I am right now! He even downloaded 'Pride & Prejudice' for me. The BBC version from 1995, not the new Hollywood one with Keira Knightley. I haven't seen it yet, I hope it's the right one, because I heard 'Pride & Prejudice' has 6 episodes and he only downloaded 4 o_O Hmmm...

Well, that was my 'exciting' weekend. What else? What else? I actually have planned a lot for this weekend. In the end, as you can see, I didn't accomplish anything. Slap me! Waaah~~ I wanted to look through the brochures I got from the Universities and I wanted to search for a dorm, in case I'm going to study. Everyone is telling me, it's time to apply for dorms. In Salzburg for example, there are no free rooms anymore o_O Good I don't want to go to Salzburg to study. Well, now I have to postpone this to the next days or the next weekend. Ugh >_<

Oh yea, my grandmother was here today and cut my hair. Well, you remember how long my hair was right? Now, it's about 15 cm shorter and my bangs are trimmed. You're expecting me to post pictures right? Not this time, I'm sorry ^__^;; I look soooo ugly, no exaggeration. The dark circles around my eyes >_< And I'm actually not really satisfied with the outcome. My hair is too short. It doesn't look good at all. I feel like crying if I'm thinking of it.

I wanted to have my hair shortened. Yes. But not like that. I don't know, it doesn't look like a real cut. It looks like, you just cut it somehow. There's no special cut. It's so plain. It looks ugh. I shouldn't complain. My granny isn't a professional hairdresser, so I can't really blame her. I actually should be grateful that she took the time for me to cut my hair. *sigh*

How long will it take that my hair grow back to the former length?? o_O I should have listened to my friends' comments and not cut the hair too short. >_< Now it's too late anyway. And it's just hairs.. It will grow again ^__^;; I know, I know. But at the moment I'm really disappointed with everything *cries*

Everything is getting on my nerves at the moment, even myself. Too bad I can't run out of my own body. I need a break. It's only been a week that I am back to school, but I feel so sick again. Drained. Exhausted. Tired. The only thing I would like to do is lying in my bed and doing nothing, or sleeping. Really, I'm not even feeling like surfing the net. I don't know what to do. I don't wanna have to worry about school, thinking about what I want to do after school. This stress is driving me crazy. I don't want to know how the situation will be in May and June when I have my Matura. I'm waiting for the moment I break down. Really.

[Fiona*] Normally I also can sleep in in the weekends, well on Saturday to be exact. On Sunday I always have my Chinese course in the morning. The problem probably is, that I always come home so late on Saturday.. like 4am.. >_< Oh well, I should try to go to sleep earlier so that I will have enough sleep, at least for the day. Hahahaha, yes I will take your advice and try the thingy with milk and honey, or the trick with cucumbers.. I mean, it should work.. otherwise not so many people would do that! Thanx! =)

[Sherry*] Yes, because it's my last year, I HAVE to Jia You!! Waah, I'm so lacking of motivation right now >_< Hehehe.. I don't really like the new length of my hair, that's why I always have my hair in a ponytail.. I like the bangs though.. I'm probably going to cut off even more, I want to have my hair layered.. we'll see..

currently listening to: Megan Lai's album 'LOVE'
currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic & Sister
currently feeling: sick. cold. dead tired.

I cannot believe I already have to go back to school tomorrow. I'm not ready to go back to school yet. I don't feel I've rested enough, I'm still exhausted from everything. Can't I stay at home for some more weeks?? Two weeks were definitely not enough for me to regenerate from all the stress I had before Christmas. *sigh*

School sucks. Period.

But I had a great weekend with my friends. On Thursday, we girls went to a disco called 'A1', without the boys. We had so much fun. I haven't been clubbing with one of my friends for twoyears, that's such a long time. So I was happy I could go dancing with her again. I met so many people there. My old classmate from secondary modern school, and some of my other classmates. I didn't know they go there too, because I thought they went skiing together!! It was a great night! =)

On Friday, we met at my friends' place and played EyeToy on the PlayStation. I've never done that before and it was fun, but exhausting too. Everything was sore the next day, especially my arms!

The screen & the EyeToy

Jumping up and down like crazy

I think we played bowling here..

Afterwards, at around 11pm, we went outside and had a snowball fight. Lolz.. It was so much fun!! We always wanted to have one.. but never got the chance to. It snowed very hard few days ago and so we still had some snow outside. It was already very icy and hard though, like crashed ice! Lolz.. Well, we had a fight anyway.

I got him!

This picture looks like a photomontage. Funny.

Wuahahaha~~

Yes! Get him! harharhar..

Last but not least.. a group picture..

It looks kinda brutal, doesn't it? Well, it actually was. Lolz.. It really hurt! But for fun's sake ^__^ It was a girls vs. boys fight.. well, better said, girls vs. Kang fight. Wuahaha~~ I think all of us landed in the snow at least once! I look so stupid with my hood on.. Lolz.. After this snowball fight, we drove to McDonald's to have something to eat.. Hahahahaha.. That was our Friday night.

Saturday, well yesterday, we met again. Haha. We had a cozy evening (can you say cozy?? o_O) We lied on mattresses and had a nice talk with lit candles. We massaged eachother.. Waah, that was so good! Loolz.. Kinda romantic evening.. Loooolz~ We also ordered Pizza, and ate chocolate cake. Lolz.. All in all, nice evening. We took so many pictures.. but only a few turned out well, the others are so blurry. >_<

*sigh* The candles give such a romantic feeling~

Hahaha.. yes, we are camwhores.. and we take photos very often.. but hey, it's fun!! ^___^ And pictures capture all the nice (and not so nice) moments of our life!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~~ I don't want school to start tomorrow!! Please, let me stay at home!! PLEASE!! I feel so uncomfortable in school. School's torture for me! >_< Btw. I got a mail from my accounting teacher with the result of the exam. I can't believe it! I got a '4' (which is not really good but a pass). I can't believe it! I thought I would fail this exam for sure. I even cried after the exam, because I felt so angry with myself, I was so dissappointed, because I couldn't make most of the excercises. Really, I'm not exaggerating! And she's telling me, I got a good '4'. Wowerz~~ I hope she didn't make any mistake and it's really me, who got a '4' =P You're probably wondering why my teacher is sending ME an E-Mail during Christmas holidays. Well, we all didn't have good feelings after the test, so we wanted to know if this exam will be repeated. You know, we have to repeat an exam if more than the half of the class is negative. It's prescribed by law. Well, no repitition, because the result was better than expected o_O My teacher sent me the Mail, because I was the only one who knew the E-Mail addresses of all my classmates, so I forwarded it to them. Nice of me, hmm? =)

Aiyy~~ I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. It's so nice to be at home, doing nothing (or hardly anything). Life is so much better if you don't have anything bugging you. Yes, school is bugging me. I'm so frightened by school. I'm so afraid of the Matura in May/June. I'm scared of failing the year. What if I don't pass the final exams? *cries* I know.. I shouldn't be so pessimistic..

It's funny how pessimistic I actually am, but always try to be optimistic if someone else has problems. I'm weird, and I should go to bed. I'm so tired, because I came home late yesterday (4am) and had to get up early today because of Chinese course (-_-)zZzZ~

[Sherry*] Hahaha.. I'm glad you like my pictures ^__^;; And you're so right!! Guys have so much power and it REALLY hurts if one of those snow balls hit you.. especially when you're fighting with 'ice-balls' not snowballs lolz.. But it's fun!! It hasn't snowed here for mor than a week now, I think.. but we still have plenty of snow (which is already iced I think).. It's just too cold here.. Today we had -10°C >_< Freezing cold!! Oh, you're also back to school.. *sigh* No more time for Internet, ha?! Same here.. I should go and study now.. well, good luck for us both!! =)

[Fiona*] Oh really!! Well, I LOVE photos.. and the others too.. I don't know.. I just love looking at pictures.. even of people I don't know.. You should persuade Reny to take more pictures with you!! It's nice to have memories you can look at, when you're older!! =) It's freezing cold here!! It's getting colder and colder every day.. but there's no snow.. the sun is shining, but it's so cold. I hate it. I can't wait till spring comes!! Some more weeks!! Hahaha.. yes, that picture turned out well!! I like it too.. Not blurry?? Probably because the person who took the picture is a good photographer and he has a very good (and expensive) camera looolz.. I hope you post some more pictures soon too!! =) Me wanna see so badly!!

[Simo*] Hahaha.. Simo is in love, Simo is in love!! <3 Maybe I should post more pics of him.. I'm sure you'll fall even more for him, if you've seen those pictures.. Hotness!! Wuahahaha~~

Hahaha.. no *hot* pictures for Simo >_< Otherwise you gonna have *pervert* thoughts.. poor Julian.... wuahahahaha...

Simo! ^___^;; Be nice to me and I am probably gonna show you the pics.. Hahaha j/k.. You're always so nice to me!! ^___^ Maybe... maybe I'm going to show you.. maybe not.. I don't even know if I'm allowed to talk about it.. Hahaha..