currently listening to: Megan Lai - The hardest note
currently reading: Yang Erche Namu & Christine Mathieu - Leaving Mother Lake
currently feeling: happy. exhausted. tired.

Good news. Wonderful news!

I GOT ACCEPTED! Can you believe it? I'm going to be a student of the FH Steyr (University of Applied Science). Isn't that great?

I received the letter yesterday. I couldn't believe it at first. I didn't really understand what the words meant. I thought it was wrong! Really. Wowerz~ They accepted ME. MEEEEE?? Woah~~

Thank you for supporting me, encouraging me, praying for me, keeping your fingers crossed for me. I'm so happy. I really am. Now, I'm motivated to study hard to pass my Matura. Without Matura I can't study, that's the problem >_< So, I'm going to study even harder.

I cannot believe it. I can't. I never thought they would take me right away. I thought they would put me on the waiting list first. My grades aren't that good, and I didn't think my interview was that good. I think I sounded very insecure? I was okay at the test. At one part (Logical part) I even got 96%. That's crazy, but most of the answered were guessed. =D Oh wellz~ I'm so happy I got in. ^___^

As you can see, I'm quite busy right now. Hardly have time to post here, or to chat. School is really tiring me. There are so many things to do and it doesn't have an end >_< Every week I have at least one test. Some teachers go all crazy and want to torture us the last few weeks. Really. They don't understand that their subject (like History) is not the most important one in the school. I don't have to take History exams at the Matura. But she can't understand that. She still thinks we should 'only' study for History.

My teacher says, that we should rather study History than Accounting, which is a major subject in our school and we have to take Matura in that subject. Stupid this woman. Really. I hate her so much, I really do. I can't wait to graduate from school and never ever have to see her again. XD

Well, I already spent too much time online. I haven't studied today. I should do that now >_<

I feel so isolated. I haven't met my friends for weeks. Really, I am always at home at weekends to study while they meet eachother. It's depressing me. No social contact at all. Poor me! But I have to set things aside and concentrate on studying. I HAVE TO!! Ugh.. even if I don't want to *cries* Poor me!!

Haha. No, I'm not crying for sympathy! Looolz~ I just feel like ranting =P

Have a nice weekend, everyone!! ^___^